on Mar 3, 2015…. Carol writes back….
“hi there…
You know, i am very happy that you decided to contact me, drunk
as a skunk or not, and for several reasons:
as a skunk or not, and for several reasons:
The possibility of being friends with someone you deeply cared about,
and still Do care about, lends such hope and depth to one’s existence.
and still Do care about, lends such hope and depth to one’s existence.
It provides for the healing of the wounded and regretful hearts
involved, as well as makes wonderful use of the tremendous
investment that was made during all those months and years.
involved, as well as makes wonderful use of the tremendous
investment that was made during all those months and years.
I mean, if you were really so attracted to someone in the first place,
and put so much time and energy into the relationship, isn’t it
logical to not throw the entire thing away?
and put so much time and energy into the relationship, isn’t it
logical to not throw the entire thing away?
I have stayed friends with a couple people with whom i was involved,
and it sort of makes sense… duh…. that you might have a few things
in common, and a few vantage points to share!
and it sort of makes sense… duh…. that you might have a few things
in common, and a few vantage points to share!
So as far as I’m concerned, I’m ready to enjoy and share what we can.
You write with such passion, such conviction, and you do indeed
have something to say. I only wish, as I always have, that you would
someday allow me to edit, punctuate and space your thoughts.
If you want readers to share your thoughts, please don’t make them
work so hard… spacing and punctuation really helps phrase things
in more the same way that happens when you speak.
I understand your method… it just pours out…
have something to say. I only wish, as I always have, that you would
someday allow me to edit, punctuate and space your thoughts.
If you want readers to share your thoughts, please don’t make them
work so hard… spacing and punctuation really helps phrase things
in more the same way that happens when you speak.
I understand your method… it just pours out…
and you Should write the way it works for you. But afterwards,
they can be made more palatable to the masses!
they can be made more palatable to the masses!
I have no illusions… you cannot hurt me anymore. I allowed myself
to be hurt, and after a good amount of time…
……………..much longer than You, I might add…
to be hurt, and after a good amount of time…
……………..much longer than You, I might add…
I was able to move on to the next phases in my life.
I am over the past, and free of fantasy, longing, confusion and
attachment.
attachment.
I loved you deeply and for a long time Alcir… and now I do still
love you, but from a very different place. It’s actually a purer
flavor of love. But it will always be there for you.
That’s the way I am… once I really Love someone, it never really
goes away. If it does, then I know it wasn’t really love at all,
but a mixture of other feelings and emotions and needs.
love you, but from a very different place. It’s actually a purer
flavor of love. But it will always be there for you.
That’s the way I am… once I really Love someone, it never really
goes away. If it does, then I know it wasn’t really love at all,
but a mixture of other feelings and emotions and needs.
I have always enjoyed your mind… crazy and unique as it is,
you have most amazing thought processes, and your life
experiences are incredible…
you have most amazing thought processes, and your life
experiences are incredible…
You have great taste in film, something i have a passion for…
yes, i saw that film long time ago, (“All is Lost”), and thought of
You. I also was grateful I was not on it with you! haha!
Your sense of humor is one reason you have survived, and
maintained some sort of perspective in this insane world.
Your drive, your will to live, is admirable, and your joi de vivre is
one thing that drew me to you in the first place.
Also, you were awfully cute at 29….
yes, i saw that film long time ago, (“All is Lost”), and thought of
You. I also was grateful I was not on it with you! haha!
Your sense of humor is one reason you have survived, and
maintained some sort of perspective in this insane world.
Your drive, your will to live, is admirable, and your joi de vivre is
one thing that drew me to you in the first place.
Also, you were awfully cute at 29….
So… feel free to write me. We can even talk sometime on Skype…
i will need your Skype number in order to call you, and although
i do have a little credit for foreign calls… one of my best friends
is in the UK… i would prefer your calling me.
Oh ya ! … and you Still owe me for that Metal Detector that
i will need your Skype number in order to call you, and although
i do have a little credit for foreign calls… one of my best friends
is in the UK… i would prefer your calling me.
Oh ya ! … and you Still owe me for that Metal Detector that
I bought you years ago, on good faith! What a Rat!
My Skype is ****************
Our timing will be strange… my Skype is only hearable when i am on the
computer, so maybe an email to warn me, so i can open my laptop…
BE Well…….. Stay safe………. and BE Happy!
………………Carol
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On Tue, Mar 3, 2015 at 9:26 PM, Carol wrote :
“What an extraordinary day…. Smiling now.”
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…and on Mar 3, 2015, Alcir returns :
“To You with all my…… you know !
Thanks for being so generous !”
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