… just another day …

It’s October, 2005, as the leaves take their turns, and
I find friends and work in abundance, staying on the
NorCal Coast.

Alcir is very busy back in Brasil, with his test looming near,
but we talk on the phone sporadically, and he has this
inner smile because I’m back on our coast, the one with
all the memories attached.
He’s been very disciplined, working hard and
hardly drinking,  reading constantly, studying…..
I know he’s very nervous…

Journal:  October 5, 2005
Tomorrow is Alcir’s test.  I am so excited for him, for I know
how long and hard he has worked towards this day.
I know as well that he will want to celebrate, and likely too much….
but I must let go, as anything else is not a choice.

I’ll call him early, to wish him well, sending kisses
and thoughts his way.
So exciting after all these months…
And a Captain’s License in the future!  His Dream!!!

Work going well, money flowing in. So many friends glad to
see me, and it feels so good.
Love it so warm and welcoming, and several folks have said
they were just thinking of me.
Miss Alcir more in a way, because it was here our memories
began….he was Here after all, and places do hold memory.

Mick’s friend Wolfie, the one back in Manchester, who said
the town had 16 bars, and only 14 of them were any good…
that hilarious one… and I picture him on stage with his
wild harmonica, leaned over and tapping his foot…
here’s a quote from Wolfie:

“A religious war is like two people arguing about who
has the best imaginary friend.”



… come with me …

Come with me, for a moment, to the present.
You may have noticed a small gap in my posts, and
there’s a good reason.

I have decided to move back to my dear Mendocino Coast,
where I lived many years ago, the one
I’ve written about.

Oregon has had its time, and now it’s back to the place that
I love, and the people I miss.   Once I truly made the decision,
it only took 10 days to find the place.

I have secured a cabin in the redwoods alongside a creek,
with 20 acres for me and my dogs to wander, a meadow,
the woods, mushrooms to hunt, and dear and good neighbors.
I will be there mid September.

I promise to get back to my story, once my feet
touch the ground long enough.
For now, I will share something I have learned…

If you want something, let the universe know, in clear
and certain terms.
Do not be afraid to ask for what you really want.
Make your intent clear, forget fear and doubt,
put away those voices in your head that
suggest you can’t really get it.
Know that you deserve happiness.
Put it out there, and then let go….
and let the universe deal with the details.

And you will be answered in spades.